Friday, January 13, 2012

Just to write shit

Honestly I been way too lazy to write but I HAVE to. Lol I can't sleep at night thinking about random shit. Anyway I haven't done any diet. I guess I don't want to e skinny that bad right? I mean obviously I'm happy with the way I am. And for now I'll leave it at that ? I am definitely getting healthier though. I'm buying veggies tomorrow and other good stuff tomorrow. I'm getting a blender too cuz I want to start making raw veggie shakes... Let's see how it tastes though 😜

My mom is back and I always feel like I don't pay enough attention to my family. I wonder if it's normal though? Especially me living this far away from her now. I can say I try as much as possible to spend enough time with them. I always feel guilty about not hanging with my niece as well but I also know I have a life I live. I have to achieve that balance between selfish and caring with my family--- but what if they're selfish ?

School started and I am both scared of the flood of responsibilities/possibly hard work I will be going through and excited . I'll be doing sobefest again this year and that's always an awesome experience.
I have a big problem though. I suck at socializing with people at school. I'm inconfident that I won't be able to move ahead because of it 😔

Well it's Friday night so I'm going to shower and head out

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